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Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 8/29/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Band, indoor, drum corps, sleeping... yep, that's about it.
Expertise: Confusing people and of course-Cymbals.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
12/3/2003
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| By the way... new journal, hah. www.blurgster.com/jetblacknewyear.
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| Again, I've screwed up. Again, I've hurt the one person in this fucked up world that I truly love and care for the most. Again, I've done what I promised myself I'd never do again. Atleast I didn't break all my other promises. [sigh]
Brandon... ahh, his name brings a smile to my face. You see, tomorrow will be three weeks for us. I've had the privelige of being with him for a while three weeks, almost a month. It's crazy the way I already feel about him. Say what you wish, I'm never changing my mind or even doubting the love we have for eachother. How much love could a 15 year old be capeable of, you say? Damn well enouph for me! Even with enouph left over for his family and friends. After the what seems overwhelming amount of pain it seems I've already caused him, I can't even begin to conjur up some kind of way that I'm worth it all but why question a beauty such as this?
As I mentioned in my latest entry, he's gotten a xanga now. I guess I'll go ahead and give you his name but.. well form your own opinions on the most recent entry that he's written. I care about him nevertheless. [cough] Shit, when will this sickness leave my body??? Argh! I didn't get to see Brandon today. It's alright though, I shall see him again tomorrow morning before, during and most likely after school, lol. I never sicken of his precense!!! Hopefully, he shall never of mine. I can't express how wonderful it is to be back here. Sleeping in my own bed last night was awesome. Especially because Brandon was there with me before I slept.
I love you Brandon [smile] and I promise that for as long as I shall live, I will continue to keep my promises to you and I will do whatever it is that I can to keep a constant smile on your face and good feeling in your heart. | | |
| Ahh, good to be home again. I finally get to sleep in my own bed, in my own room, with my own self, lol. It's not that I disliked sleeping on a hotel floor in Dallas, Texas during the band trip which is supposed to be my vacation or anything... okay so yeah I did but it wasn't like I was gonna sleep anyway. right? Sleeping on a bus full of bitchy people isn't so wonderful either but I should know very well how to cope with both of those problems by now. How was the trip anyway? Well, it went rather swell... I missed my home, family and Brandon extremely much but I delt with it nevertheless. It's so great to be here again in normal, Florida weather with normal, Florida seasons (all of ONE) and normal Florida trees with leaves on them and green grass. As soon as I returned here to my dear state and city, I spent some time at home on the computer and then immediately went out with my boyfriend. We spent some time together and then with Erroll seeing a movie. Finally we came back to my house for an hourish and there was an upsetting moment or two but it all ended nicely with a smile and a tender kiss as usual. Brandon's told me that he got a xanga, woo hoo. I shall be writting in here more often then I guess. I'm going to have to go ahead and ask him for his name and stuff so I can read what he has to say. ::grin:: WOW, sorry I've been grinning like an idiot since I saw Brandon earlier. It had been only a week and we were desperate to be in each others arms again. ::sigh:: Oh how I love him. ::mushy facial expression:: I guess I should be off now. I plan to sit down in my COZY bed and fall asleep watching The Nightmare Before Christmas, cuddling with my stuffed puppy Davie and dream about my sweetie. Have a great night. | | |
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